This is my first Christmas since fully stepping into a cuckolding dynamic with my husband, and I’ve been reflecting on how much has changed over the last year. It’s been exciting, messy, frustrating, funny, and honestly… a lot more fulfilling than I expected.
My husband definitely gets frustrated at times, but he still genuinely encourages me to keep going. Watching him wrestle with that mix of jealousy, pride, and desire has actually helped me understand him better, and it’s made our communication a lot deeper. I didn’t expect that part.
Earlier in the year I had two “bulls”, but over time things settled into a rhythm with one. He is more the type I like while the other was just a guy with a good dick. Also, we used protection while with these 2 guys and I wanted to experience the full proper sex with another man.
So, I ended it with one bull. Now I have a guy who is now basically my boyfriend. He finishes inside me, which is what I wanted, and my husband likes that too and he gets to enjoy me that way.
But my husband admits he’d be more comfortable if I had a “few bulls” instead of one steady partner, but he also recognizes that since I’m the one actually having sex with them, the decision needs to be mine. In that way he is understanding in that he can have preferences on my partners, but the final say on who I sleep with belongs to me.
I’m having a lot of fun with the new experiences, but also learning a lot about myself and what kind of dominance feels natural to me. With the holidays coming up, I have started to wonder about what else I could do or vary.
I see my boyfriend usually about twice a week and at least one is a stayover where I stay at his place, or he comes to ours. When he is at ours my husband has food and drinks with us but sleeps in another room. He is not involved in the sex until my boyfriend leaves.
I am thinking I would like to experience other men or be it partners but I don’t want restrictive sex with condoms. I hate them.
A big plus is that my boyfriend would see me more if I wanted him, but I feel it’s the right balance for our marriage.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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