For years I’ve been gently (sometimes not so gently) begging my wife to actually cuck me for real. It was always either radio silence, a quick “no,” or the classic “that’s not my thing IRL.” Never any real explanation. In my head I figured it was maybe some insecurity about her body (even though she gets hit on constantly whenever we go out).
So for years we’ve just stuck to hot dirty talk + some filmed roleplay sessions… but every time it was me bringing it up, and I could tell she was mostly doing it to make me happy, not because it actually turned her on.
Then a few days ago… first real crack in the door. We were talking about one of her exes (one of the few I’ve actually met), I started roleplaying like “imagine he’s fucking you again,” and she hits me with:
“Nah, don’t even go there… I’d NEVER do it with a guy who’s even a little bit connected to our real life.”
BOOM. I immediately read that as “OK, so strangers only??” Basically, she wants to protect our relationship because she loves me ❤️
I pull on that thread right away, asking chill questions… and she drops:
“I love you more than anything, but I’m terrified I’d develop real feelings if it was someone we might run into again afterward.”
That’s a totally different story from “it’s not my thing.” This isn’t some moral or sexual hang-up anymore, it’s straight-up an emotional boundary. Game-changer.
Then comes the line that made me instantly hard:
“Fucking another guy… yeah, I’d be down. But minimum in another country.”
I couldn’t help but push a little more:
“And if it happens… do you want me in the room watching, or what?”
No hesitation:
“You’d be in the next room. I’d rather be completely alone with him so I can really let go.”
I’ll admit, that stung a tiny bit right then (I’ve always fantasized about watching up close), but she must’ve felt it because she followed up quick:
“Look, it’s all or nothing. Either I’m alone with the guy and you wait next door, or we go to a swinger club where everyone including you watches him destroy me.”
I was floored. She’s never talked like that. Never that direct, never owning it so hard. I’m pretty damn sure the alcohol loosened her up big time that night, but fuck, it was incredible to hear.
So now I’m in full Google research mode: “best destinations for a cuckold getaway,” “hotels with swinger clubs near the beach,” etc. 😂
No clue if this will actually happen someday, but for the first time it feels like we’ve gone from “not my thing” to “maybe someday if the setup is right.”
😈
FUCK MY WIFE!
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