I usually feel a strong dose of jealousy and shame but also with some genuine appreciation.
I was nowhere near dominant enough for my wife despite what I thought. I have tried to replicate some stuff from videos she showed me and just couldn’t match. It doesn’t come naturally to me. She has actually asked me to stop trying to because it came off as “forced and unfulfilling” and that’s her words.
It was obvious she wasn’t getting what she needed and was sexually frustrated. I could tell it would probably lead to ruining our relationship and maybe her leaving me. So, sex stressed me out a ton. There was only one answer.
We found someone who could do what she needed. Now he fucks her beyond rough and showed what dominant means to me. I didn’t know girls actually liked being fucked as rough as he does to her, I thought it was just a porn thing. I know now it is real.
Now she’s satisfied. Our bull is much older, divorced, and done with relationships. Now I know that stress of her not being satisfied and leaving me is gone. I know she’s happy with me and totally fulfilled and our relationship is solid.
He comes to ours twice during the week. Its usually a Tuesday and a Thursday evening. He is busy and has commitments over the weekend but on rare occasions he may fit in a Saturday night as well. It works for us because he does leave her wrecked and often sore and she needs time to recover. She does enjoy the pain, its part of it.
It does suck that I’m not physically able to give her what she wants but I’m happy I’m able make sure she still gets it another way. It’s worth putting up with all the other stuff that comes with bull/cuck dynamic. My name is Jake and my wife always calls me Jakey. The bull calls me Jakey Boy. It is humbling.
She likes me with the after care. Cleaning her up particularly if he is still there. He sees that I am devoted to her. Sometimes he will stay and he will take her again if he chooses. I am happy to wait till he is gone to get my real release. She will always reward me for be so patient.
I view our bull as necessary evil and have a lot of respect for what he does for our relationship.
FUCK MY WIFE!
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